Perfection Unveiled

You. The perfect guy. You deserve happiness and all that goes along with it. I hope you find what you are looking for, I really do. It hurts me to see you so sad. We are more alike than you think. The words you say are exactly my thoughts. It's funny how just a simple chat with you can make me smile, even when I don't want to. I love how I can talk to you about anything, and I know you won't judge me. I don't feel so lonely when I talk to you, even though I live a life of loneliness. I'm sad.... for many reasons. I'm sure you know why, and it's ok. I understand your situation, really. I don't blame you for pursuing your dream; I'd do the same thing. But the funny thing is that my dream is unattainable now. You know.. those simple things. I shouldn't have gave up 10 years ago. I regret that everyday. Whatever happens I will always be here for you, no matter what. You are special, important, perfect. My good friend. Not really how I wanted to see you, but how it ended up. My friend. I love you more than you will ever realize. I don't want to lose you again.
This is what I'll be doing tonight to forget.