Intervention

Lately I've had many people telling me that I am losing control. Personally, I don't see it. My friend Joe called me today and chewed my ass. But something he said to me really hit hard. "It's hard to care for others when you don't care for yourself Sally, and at the moment you seem to be on a path of self destruction." Do people really see me this way? He even went as far as telling me I'm an alcoholic. He said that even though I don't drink that often, when I do I don't know when to stop. That stings. He's worried about me, so I promised him I would work on it. But it's sooo damn hard when you live a lonely life. Sometimes it helps to just lose control and forget for awhile.